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Yeah, so... It's been over a year since I've visited my own DA account. I'm sorry about that. I'm also sorry to inform you that I no longer doll/pixel. It's not a part of my life anymore.
Unlike with my old account, I won't be deleting this one so you can save/view/enjoy the art here. I'll do my best to remain active but when I post artwork, it will most likely be my photographs or drawings now. I look back fondly on the many years I've spent being part of the dolling community and cherish the friendships that evolved from it. Thanks to all of the people who were loyal viewers of my work as well, I wouldn't have become the artist I am today without your love and support.

So this is how my year has been... 

Part of the reason I've been absent for so long is my job that I recently quit. It drained a lot of my energy and inspiration, making it hard to create any form of artwork. 
I also fell into a severe state of depression this year. I don't know if it's appropriate to discuss but I will anyway. I've always struggled with self loathing and coupled with the depression and anxiety built up over the past year, I've developed a pretty bleak view on life. I started smoking, I began to cut. I still currently struggle a lot with these emotions/desires/whatever else that's consuming my brain but I've been working really hard to overcome the negativity. I'm not going to lie to you and say it's gotten better, or will get better. I don't know what's going to happen down the line. My will to live has always been kinda shot, but...I still have friends and family who love me dearly and somewhere deep in my head and my heart there's a part of me that holds on because life is rough but beautiful and there's so many things I want to do before I go.

Erm....yeah. That's about it. This year as been long and tiresome and I'm looking forward to starting over in the next one.
If you'd like to keep in contact, my Facebook/Tumblr/Skype would be the place to do it.

Tumblr: thenightmaregent
Skype: lovemecancerously

Happy Halloween everyone. I'm going to attempt Freddie Fazbear makeup. I aim to be horrifying.  


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Cedars Gee
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
I live in a city sorrow built
it's in my coffee, it's in my milk.

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'Ello. You can call me Cedars, like many trees. Yes, it's my real name.
My former account was Cedars-Sloth.

I'm a nonbinary-genderqueer demiguy. They/them and he/him for pronouns. I'm also pansexual.
Gender versatility and expression is important to me, and if that offends you then I kindly suggest you find a different artist's page.

I enjoy horror films, the rain, brownies, graphic novels, accents, the whole gender fluidity/expression thing, nonbinary folks, and a bunch of other stuff.

I don't enjoy heteronormative stuff, video pornography, vanity, hot weather, or lacking inspiration/confidence/motivation to finish artwork.

I have all three of these problems so you'll have to bare with me.

Current Residence: Alaska
Favourite genre of music: All sorts
Favourite style of art: Interesting, dark, high contrasted, sensual pieces
Favourite cartoon character: Wormwood, Most Wet Moon Characters, Courage The Cowardly Dog

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Zen-Aku19 Featured By Owner Apr 8, 2013
holy crap you're the rake
CitySorrow Featured By Owner Apr 8, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Zen-Aku19 Featured By Owner Apr 8, 2013
Alright rake bring it on me you fisticuffs :iconcomeatmebroplz:
skart2005 Featured By Owner Feb 14, 2013  Hobbyist
:iconthorinplz::iconflyingheartsplz: Thanks for the fave! :iconflyingheartsplz::iconhobbitplz:

♡❤♡Happy Valentine's Day everyone!!♡❤♡
♡❤♡Wesołych Walentynek!!♡❤♡
♡❤♡Bonne Saint Valentin!!♡❤♡
BlackfyreValyrian Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2012
Happy (early) birthday my dear :3 <3
IridescentStardust Featured By Owner Dec 25, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Sup sup!! Happy holidays, I hope you're having a super wonderful time :C!!! Lots of warm drinks and snuggles and goodfeels! :heart:
CitySorrow Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you love! Happy Holidays to you as well. I hope yours is equally snuggly and goodfeely. <3
surlypeanut Featured By Owner Oct 26, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
CitySorrow Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
C8 yessssssss.
BlackfyreValyrian Featured By Owner Oct 1, 2012
Your webcam is the best thing I've seen in weeks XD thank you for the insane hyena cackling I just did.
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